june 20...wala lang. medyo nakakainis ngayong araw na to pero ayos lang. nagising na ako sa katotohanan. mabuti na lang at nagkaganun. simula ngayong araw na to lalayuan na kita. i will try my best to get rid of you... ang sama ko. wehehehe... hindi naman get rid, to avoid lang naman. mahirap na yung ganitong sitwasyon, ayoko na. nakakasawa na. ayoko man pero ito ang dapat. this is the right thing to do. the right step to take. and the right move to make. hindi kasi kita maintindihan eh. sana noon pa.

see you around mi amore'.

-there are things that we love but we have to give up, not because we don't want it anymore but because we realize that it's not for us.-

-dhen™

june 16... for the past several months of my life, isa to sa pinakamasaya. bakit? halos buong araw kong kasama ang isa sa pinakaimportante at mahalagang tao sa buhay ko. the person who owns almost 25% of my heart. thanks for the great and wonderful time that you shared with me. it was really unforgettable.thanks for the strength that you always give. you are one of the reasons why i still fight in life. thanks for the love...

Ang buhay parang life, minsan masaya minsan malungkot… parang gulong, minsan nasa ibabaw at nasa ilalim…

Love is blind daw ika nga, because lovers cannot see the petty follies they commit. Pero when you know na mali at hindi tama ang pag ibig na nararamdaman mo, will you go for it?

Yung ibang tao naman, kung sinong ayaw nya, siya naman ang lapit ng lapit at yung gustong gusto mo naman ang ayaw sa iyo… ang galing no?

Sa pagmamahal, hindi importante kung ano ka, sino ka, where you came from, what’s your status in life, etc. etc. What matters is how you loved one another (sounds family)… Pero mali rin na lagi kang bulag sa pag-ibig, because in the end, ikaw din ang magsa suffer.

Ang buhay ay sadyang ganyan, so much unfair. But that’s reality, dapat nating tanggapin anoman at sinoman ang dumating sa ating buhay. Kailangan nating tanggapin kung anoman meron tayo at dapat nating i accept na minsan, ung taong pinakamamahal mo ay hindi pala para sa iyo. Na dumaan lang siya para mapasaya ang buhay mo even for just a short span of time…

Just don’t regret anything and everything you’ve done… never… what really matters is experiencing happiness and knowing that whatever love you gave, was back to you more than you expected. Time may come, seeing each other again, both with own family and career, you just whisper “itong taong ito, once in my life passed by and made me happy which helped me reach my dreams and gave me inspiration all through the years”.

Nagkahiwalay man tayo, I just view our past love as a lesson and not as a tragedy unlike before. Just believe that when someone left you, somebody will come into your life more than you least expected and will give you happiness you never found in your past love.

Mahal man natin ang isa’t isa, we have to part ways, not because we don’t want it anymore but because it is not for us.

Minsan, when we meet someone, akala natin siya na ang magiging future natin. But there are many things in store for us. There are a million possible ways to come.

Whatever experiences we had, iba’t iba man ng level, ng takbo at ng mga pangyayari, nagmahal pa rin tayo. Yun ang pinakaimportante sa lahat, magmahal ng tapat at totoo.

Kaya lang ang pinakamasakit minsan, sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon at lalong sa hindi inaasahang tao pa natin mararamdaman. Kaya savor each passing moment and begin each day happy and with a smile. Whatever happens today may never happen again tomorrow.

ciao!

Hay, last day ko na sa eAppraiseIT. I will start on friday sa purchasing dept.

Anong feeling? Malungkot na masaya. Malungkot kasi for the past 22-months, eto ang araw araw kong routine. Mga ka-team ko na maiiwan ko. But i should not be sad at all. It's a new challenge for me. A new life and a new environment. I hope that I made the right decision.

My 22-month experience at eAppraiseIT has given me a lot of knowledge and helped me increase my ability in many ways in which I know will be useful in whatever career I may pursue. And now, the time has come for me to go and be a part of a new team. A new endeavor.

I wish that He will guide me and make things for me accordingly. Continue to shower His blessings and take care of my life.

Chillax...

ciao!

wala lang. masaya lang mga nangyari these past few days. i found a new confidante at talagang magaling siyang kausap. i told her everything na pwede kong sabihin and everything i feel. and naiintindihan nya pa ako and she even gave me advices. two-day session is not enough pa nga para sa usapan namin. good thing she's just around the corner. could email or talk anytime.

friends, there is always a reason for everything that happened, happens or will happen in our life. nasa atin na lang yun kung paano natin hahawakan ang situation. it depends on how we handle things accordingly.

if you love a person, set him/her free. if he/she comes back again, no thank you! wehehe. it's meant to be daw. pero sa tingin ko hindi naman lahat. minsan may mga incidents na ang hirap ibalik ng tiwalang nawala, ng love at ng everything mo sa isang taong naging bahagi na ng buhay mo pero at one point in time, naghiwalay kayo due to some problems or anything.

love is like a flow of river na maraming sanga. sa pagdaan ng panahon, maraming bigla biglang susuplot at dadating sa buhay mo. minsan, akala natin na yung taong yun ang para sa atin, pero hindi pala. na siya na ang magpapaligaya sa buhay natin forever, na siya yung "perfect" person na in store for us. pero hindi pala.

pero minsan, mahirap mag decide lalo na kung affected na ng mga taong nakapaligid sa inyo. say, your parents or relatives. or even your friends. hingin mo lang ang payo nila but don't judge or decide because of them. bear in your mind that the decision should come from yourself. hindi pwedeng kung kanino na lang. or minsan, sa kaguluhan ng isip natin, nakakagawa tayo ng decisions agad. which of course, mapupunta sa wala. konti lang ang possibility na magsucceed.

sa gabi pag nakahiga ka, think about it. kanino ka ba talaga liligaya? at kung sino ba ang talagang nasa puso mo? itabi mo muna ang salitang "awa" dahil kung awa ang magiging basehan mo ng pag ibig, baka lahat sila akalain mong mahal mo na. be logical and rational. face the truth. don't let anyone dominate and control your feelings. control your own. be yourself. don't be someone else you don't know. because if you do, you have to keep that to yourself all through your life.

lastly, lahat nadadaan sa panalangin. kung sa tingin mo hindi pa Niya ibinibigay ang sign na hinihingi mo. maaaring wala pa talaga ang taong para sa iyo. pero malay mo. yung love na hinahanap mo eh too close for you eyes to see and too strong for your heart to feel.

or maybe....the one for you is still not there...He's constructing the best one pa lang for you....

ciao!