wala lang. masaya lang mga nangyari these past few days. i found a new confidante at talagang magaling siyang kausap. i told her everything na pwede kong sabihin and everything i feel. and naiintindihan nya pa ako and she even gave me advices. two-day session is not enough pa nga para sa usapan namin. good thing she's just around the corner. could email or talk anytime.

friends, there is always a reason for everything that happened, happens or will happen in our life. nasa atin na lang yun kung paano natin hahawakan ang situation. it depends on how we handle things accordingly.

if you love a person, set him/her free. if he/she comes back again, no thank you! wehehe. it's meant to be daw. pero sa tingin ko hindi naman lahat. minsan may mga incidents na ang hirap ibalik ng tiwalang nawala, ng love at ng everything mo sa isang taong naging bahagi na ng buhay mo pero at one point in time, naghiwalay kayo due to some problems or anything.

love is like a flow of river na maraming sanga. sa pagdaan ng panahon, maraming bigla biglang susuplot at dadating sa buhay mo. minsan, akala natin na yung taong yun ang para sa atin, pero hindi pala. na siya na ang magpapaligaya sa buhay natin forever, na siya yung "perfect" person na in store for us. pero hindi pala.

pero minsan, mahirap mag decide lalo na kung affected na ng mga taong nakapaligid sa inyo. say, your parents or relatives. or even your friends. hingin mo lang ang payo nila but don't judge or decide because of them. bear in your mind that the decision should come from yourself. hindi pwedeng kung kanino na lang. or minsan, sa kaguluhan ng isip natin, nakakagawa tayo ng decisions agad. which of course, mapupunta sa wala. konti lang ang possibility na magsucceed.

sa gabi pag nakahiga ka, think about it. kanino ka ba talaga liligaya? at kung sino ba ang talagang nasa puso mo? itabi mo muna ang salitang "awa" dahil kung awa ang magiging basehan mo ng pag ibig, baka lahat sila akalain mong mahal mo na. be logical and rational. face the truth. don't let anyone dominate and control your feelings. control your own. be yourself. don't be someone else you don't know. because if you do, you have to keep that to yourself all through your life.

lastly, lahat nadadaan sa panalangin. kung sa tingin mo hindi pa Niya ibinibigay ang sign na hinihingi mo. maaaring wala pa talaga ang taong para sa iyo. pero malay mo. yung love na hinahanap mo eh too close for you eyes to see and too strong for your heart to feel.

or maybe....the one for you is still not there...He's constructing the best one pa lang for you....

ciao!